I dont know how to start this shit but lately I've been in the dark and shit, sometimes I try to change myself I hate myself and I just fall apart and s*** I give too many fucks maybe it's the drugs mabye I'm just 2 fucking for anyone to love.mabye I should blame myself cause I keep fucking up mabye I'm just overreacting and I should toughen up buckle up I pull out the driveway and hop on the highway to hell this ain't the right way things never go my way and so this is the reason I'm saying farewell goodbye to all and I don't want to hear that I'm selfish cuz this ain't your story to tell I'm sorry I fell but where the f*** were you when I was so down I need some help look. I really f****** had imagined a damn life where I don't exist it dont make a difference I'm damn right ashamed that I cant rlly put up a damm fight, I'm lost and I can't see past my damn sight I've been shot from behind multiple damn times and all the lies make it feel like I've been died and real eyes ain't even real no more I get high but I don't get that feeling no more and for that I just don't want to be here no more so I'm shutting the door.