At times I feel so sad uh, sometimes I feel so weaker. My emotions gettin tied up, My emotions in one zone nah. I just can't bear this pain oh nah..See I went through alot way back in my past jit. Them bitches niggaz wanna see me down. Oh no I cannot let them do dat. Might as well need a blunt, I need to smoke all this pain away. Sometimes I feel like fading. At times I got suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts. It got me over thinking and get enough sleep. I'm too fucking tired tryna live this life. Days going slower and emotions getting lower. I'm tryna be at ease nah hell nwa hell naw. Fighting all this consequences got me feeling overrated. Got me down to my knees and begging god to forgive me. And he kept me waiting for the signs. Sometimes I'm just impatient I can't wait for this longer. Times getting so critical. I gotta roll up on this 45. My name is Kenzy boy boy, they see me and starting talking shit. They know I'm a threat yeah.I blame all this pain on me coz it got me feeling and having suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts.