yea my dad was never there in most of my life it was hard but learned over the time to forgive as much as i hated my dad i still had to forgive my lord was there in my life though its hard to understand. somedays its hard to explain all the time i am using my brain when i was born my dad wasent there. that tore my heart to pecies he was sent to prison for over 5 whole years. for drugs he had which tore his family apart but i was smart enough to do the same.