mad and confused you baby him for everything he does because his apparently has it harder than mine. you read her for everything she does when her life is easier than mine. she's always been your favourite you don't have to try and hide it. you've loved both of them before you loved me. I had to buy your love and even that doesn't work. I sit in my room and to her and ask her why you two love them more knowing she doesn't have the answers. then she feels horrible because she cant help me. and it's my fault. yeah its my fault something I hear often. you always told me it was my fault you told me it was my fault you hit me you told me it was my fault you and her got a divorce you told me it was my fault you didn't love me like I did something to you. I dont know what I did I just want you to love me for who I am. i just want you to actually be proud of me and not pick apart every flaw I have because I'm not like you. I dont want to be like you I will never be anything like you and it disappoints you and angers you to hear it but this might be my last song for a while because after this I'm disappearing