XIV/XVII FULL i haven't seen you in 3 years, losing you was my worst fear, you were 14, too young to leave me. to young to leave your family. they miss you severely, to be honest i never thought you would take your own life, seriously. I read your note and all I could do was cry I remember the look in your eye everytime you saw me I remember your initials TH everytime I see them I break down. everytime I see your number I remember you. i made your number my number and your the most important number in my life. I never saw you die but I felt it I felt the pain in my stomach. and I knew you passed. you had the most gorgeous eyes, like pools made of honey, your skin was soft like it was sunny, you would be 17 this year driving your car. instead you took your own life and left us without a heart. I honestly miss you, even though you cheated on me for 2 months, what we had was genuine. the last thing you told me was that i was an amazing gentleman