ive never been one to let a rainy day stop me from going out to play like everythings a game but i mean what i say and i never got away from the things in my brain and i know that i never will without choking down on all of these pills but id rather just smoke weed and drink then deal with the things that i think like i never planned to make it out clean and by the time im done i will have killed everything so i cant play the king hanging by a string like the bee after the sting hoping that i never make it like i gave all i had and they kept taking feeling like im breaking cant stop shaking and its never fading like all the doctors that i keep evading i dont wanna know whats wrong i just know its been too long like im here but im gone and im sorry but im in not and i meant it but i didnt and i dont know where to go when the drugs dont work no more guess you'll know what i never show