I wanna be a rapper, pull up in your browser, be a legend like eminem and rakim, but ill never be good enough, I aint that tough, im a girl so what, does it matter if im white or not. I like a girl, so what if im pansexual, she my bestie so it a little weird though, (oh) that gotta hurt bro, nah just wish i could kiss her though. if your hearing this i wanna let you know, my hearts been breaking, growing up is harder than they thinking, I've got a lot of anger that I carry around, I cant escape from the stress I have right now, I've tried to lay back and get some sleep, but thats hard when I have to work all day and night. I work my ass off trying to be, the best sister to my siblings, the best daughter to my parents, the best supporter to my friends, tell i dont work and that im lazy, bullshit, im doing my job and trying my best, I don't get breaks, I work till I bleed. thanks mom and dad for being there for me, ha, can you hear me? I guess not, you want more from me.