man I dont like this feeling of not remembering fuck man, suicide thoughts coming back man I don't like this feeling of not remembering fuck man, suicide thoughts coming back maybe this time will really b a life changing point since I been told countless times that never happen.. unreal things? cant remember what was what nothing but glimpses that I get to see as as prize so my mind replies to the locked, trapped gera dean guess that's how I finally lose whoever, they found a way oh well, bring it on only matter of days of this new challenge let's see your show and tell...end it with the best fight yall can throw...level u out once u see i demand order... the point of trying is all I ever achieve even thou yall have a constant reminder i was ment to lose, cease to exist until the other day when i came to surface ..raising my voice my life is a blessing grateful for everything and everyone I come across enduring my life as is...with the good and bad so I can grow in between maintaining always lately been seeing hawks does that mean yall working overtime? no! it's just what is! im living, keeping my integrity just to lead ... showing each of u when yall leave...results should be respect, loyalty, honesty and no matter what always stay blessed ... much love to the end. I know yall can see my path is paved! nothing can knock me off locked forever now becoming forever one with my gift of trembling power taste the medicine now that I am that true woman that can heal with great divine