sitting here in the dark yeah I'm scared nothing where to go nothing to hold on to winning more I do I got to be left all alone locked in this closet door damn I'm scared nothing left to be nowhere to see nowhere to go damn I don't understand why I'm left all alone why'd you leave me this way begging you please can I make it just for another day now I'm going to sit here and try to figure out anyway try to get through the pain does it drive me insane now I'm only playing this game of pain I hate with the life do I ever contain with the things that I see in my mind though how do I figure out I just don't know can't go back and change the games that I play taking back the lives taking back to the f****** Greg how many times does it even trip your mind why do you got to lie on something that is so fine in this life doesn't make it right but I know just got a hell of type this is what baby do I need to say why do I know do I feel you so close damn I'm all alone do I need you anymore damn couldn't you just see that I was a man why couldn't you just let me be why you have to underestimate all this love that I had now I got to deal with the fake damn I can't relate too much pain inside never will I get this hate out of my mind damn good and she just be there for me when I needed you to be there now that you're not that I'm f****** feeling square up inside in my mind lying all the time just to try to get by what do I do do I even have my friends left too damn do I really have to choose now I'm finding myself better clothes though do I need to hold you close do I need to let you go let me know do I even have my friends left to damn finding myself at the door closing like I never knew just before now I got to let you go now I don't want to know I got to see it through damn now I got to do what a man has to do