Saturday evening, smoking till my day gets brighter re-energize my feelings, my game, my pain the same ol play. another day another pay. another call another break. gotta get my head out of this pain. bong hit, chugging it, lets get fucked up, this it. why it it everytime i get it i flick it. sunday morning, do the same ol thing get ready for the same old pain monday tends to brimg. now HOW do i get to where i get. how do i motivate and forget, i just gotta do it. gotta get my head in the game. everything may not be great but im still in this cave. and lord above knows im strong or wrong. but only i will find my way.