is there ever a chance of help will I ever be there over this life that I took in flight in the middle of the week didn't even sleep this for three days now I'm seeing in my head cuz I must be dead nothing left to hold on to nothing left to go through nothing left of me to even have another imagination g never did I ever feel this way august coming back in my head I'm feeling like I'm caught in prison just another day looking up the prison wall s just today and my gonna make it through this way do I have a chance does it even feel like this is going to end always caught in my mind thinking about this s*** that I did way back in the midst of my lips doing nothing doing all the things that I like to death now I couldn't see it wouldn't try to leave it if it was somebody else I would think it would full of s*** crazy in their own head but I found out sooner or later I dad and I got back in the twist of everything that I did only to find myself someone locked up inside myself just never be let go of this pain and misery I told myself what I do with it again it's going to be the insanity that drug my friends away now I'm begging please give me a hand don't you think I got a better life in my head just can't focus on where I live doesn't matter too much s*** going on in the world today people turn their back on everybody doesn't matter what you have to say they all think they got a better plan than you but I look good in fluency them on the corner of the street sitting there begging people just to get something to eat is it true are you really begging for you just trying to make a little size enjoy your life I know it's not right lying to people s*** that would cause a fight but you got to understand some people do have it planned to now I haven't planned this out but just for the day thinking how I'm going to keep all the troubles of way trying to make it just to get it through the head of a brother now this is what I'm going to tell you don't you understand this s*** is real bad again nobody else trying to get away from me anyone else in my room trying to figure out what's out of doubt and my daughter needs caught in the mood truck without a doubt walking around like I have nothing left have no feelings in my chest damn that sucks a message says I don't really care don't really care where I ever be there f*** no why cuz you never said would I ever care f*** now why is not saying you will even be there to help me up off the streets when my niece will be here how can you explain this picture to me tell you what the hell my eyes and see if I nice tits on my cock in the system I'm trying to make it through my own work once you get it I'm just a shark when it isn't just got to see my phone inside and look at me and tried to call me I'm a f****** cuz I really like you calling no way that's not what I said and I got to be a baller always try to get myself out to play now I'm living in a living hell damn it's not a most terrible time to keep my