Yo! this song is about my old best friend Noah derosier. Noah you were the best friend i ever had and now we not friends anymore. because of the fucken police they got involved because of me. and now i feel like an asshole and i can't stop thinking about you and that makes me go insane.. to the point that i want to kill myself. and i don't think that's a really good idea. so i really miss you so fucken much you were the best friend i have ever had.. Noah derosier i hope you are okay. my best friend i miss you so fucken much.