got a really heavy heart ,and got alot on my mind gotta still try to play my part , and remember all my vibes take a deep breath and look around , and send my burdens to the sky as the lord as my Shepard , keep me inline and wipe my eyes say a prayer for our loved ones lost , & don't forget we all die rest in peace uncle Denny , yeah for you my tears cried i send my condolences to my cousin , homie if you need yeah I'll ride been shakend up all day , and no it doesn't feel right lost way to many soldiers to the world , and i didn't get to say goodbye wipe away the pain dear lord , touch our families lives my grandma in the nursing home with no memory , and she won't even know he died my time could be next , were not promised another day or night gota keep all of your demons and check , and try to survive the fight cherish the times we had together , and move on with goals insight protect your soul and your morals , and make sure you hold on tight every beat in your chest is a blessing , but why this year ive had 4 people take flight too many too much oh i , just , want to break down and cry i feel like laying my life on the line , to take the place of one of mine i let it all out from deep inside , oh yeah i just had to write this ryme and for my fans who don't understand , im going through a lot right now in life whyt ryme is a very hot mess , oh yes to this i testify i swear to tell the truth the whole truth , so don't ask me if i lie kneel down on my knees before i sleep , and thanking Jesus for when he died