Sometimes I wonder ever ever how anyone ever including me can handle this pressure.....of life. I know alot of you old school cats are gunna say oh we got soft but I gurantee we go harder. It's no longer about pick up games playing outside or going on late night rides. Its about am I good enough how many likes I get o there cheating on each other again. Shits been kinda aggressive am I gunna get shot or am I gunna shoot back is my brother of there gunna die and leave his family traumatized.... Nah these are dark times we going through a lot of homicide alot of evil at night. I'm just trying to accuire this currensy I hope my ex learned from me. IDC about anyone but blood and my wifey I'm not rocking ice I'm rocking 18k gold links. I know Im not perfect no matter how big or small I get I'll admit I got some regrets like why did I buy the ruger when I could have got a tech. Nah jk I'm blessed but nah I do have some regrets like why did I close off why did I outlet to drugs to move on. I pushed all the homies away I was a lone wolf everyday. Stopped loving starting hating idk if it was the demons or satan I told the homies keep fighting keep the money multiplying even though I look like a Heathen I stay blessed