I see some struggle in your eyes but you are so very wise you are a worrier my friend your courage streads and never ends. there you layig on that bed with a tube in your arm look to your left a drip look to your right your wife. her love you for you is strong besides. you all your life long all life long i know through this hardest of times you will make it through love and support is the key to to your healing and your desterny