I be having sleepless nights Can’t get over that fight After that I haven’t been feeling alright Can’t seem to get it off my mind What did u do to me this time Take responsibility for what u did to me I can’t seem to Rest In Peace Cause u engraved in my head space You making me think that I should apologize Cause I said some things that I didn’t mean I can’t help that switch goes off in a quick minute u know I have up all my defenses I’m just defending my heart from breaking U know I’ve been hurt enough so I have a hard time trusting people People say they love me but words are deceitful Tell me do u really see me on the outside Cause I see my reflection and I see my past life I can’t get over the times I’ve been hurt They like a grudge I can’t seem to let go All these tears full of sorrows and my lost self I be wondering around like I’m in wonderland Looking around I don’t see no real friends Who can I talk to when I fall at the bottom of the sea I know u showing me love but I can’t accept it I be in my past relationships so much i can’t let it happen again I be avoiding love so much that I dodge the topic i hope u can be patient with me til I’m ф to love again