Yea yea look I know sometimes its hard but we all go through the pain we have never got no gain but i want u to know I am always here and I love u mom I know u will never get to see me go to prom but i love u mom I know sometime its hard to stay calm but we will make it through it ma yea we will make it through these days all this shit is just a phase we will continue to go through the pain and i will never leave your side bc the day I leave your side is the day that I die I know I am only 17 but i know that pain u go through everyday I don't wanna see u cry I don't wanna witness the day that u die bc the only thing I could do is cry cry all the pain away smoke all the pain away bc you always have my back your always there for me I know sometimes it seem another way but in the end its all ok so never forget that I love u ma no matter how bad we fight no matter what happens in our life I will always love u ma till the end of my days