I don't even know what's on the other side of life I don't even know why I try maybe I should die I'm smoking so much weed it ain't good for me I smoke it so I don't bleed Ok let's be honest really im hurt I broke up with my ex and threw her in the dirt Now I'm smoking purp Shit really hurt and it can't be reversed Schools got me stressed I'm trying to be like the rest get through the year and smoke to take away the fear got my heart broke it felt like a stroke I didn't know how to express my emotions now I'm on the beat talking about those emotions I finally found a way to express those emotions I'm going with the motion always be hittin the lotion taking ibuprofen stressed with my emotions