hard to breath smell of defeat strange how it bleeds and hangs over me used to walk tall lil bita broad yea tha long haul a villa bought heartbeat on stall my stigma haunts i got my doll all i wants possessed and stressed assessed still depressed guess im a jest just like the rest hold it over my head hold it over my head hold it over my bed just what she says kissed my lips signed with regret sincerely missed you are the best my mind is a quest and i struggle to invest in trouble still wont confess blackness covers me like the abyss and seem to miss when shit made sense writing and cutting out the bindings fighting and bitting turned to lightening striking its fucking surprising just fucking hiding pass the time floating in my mind