People are stepping forward and I am only stepping back The future looks blurry, colouring in grey and black 4 am but I am still awake, dealing with a panic attack My mind doesn't stop racing, so exhausted like I've been lapping on a racetrack Lost in my thoughts, don't know what life has in store Nothing makes me happy anymore I'm truly hurting to the core Just wanna some peace of mind, lead a blameless life evermore Everyone is seeking their own advantage like a tug of war Some people are like fire, never getting enough always wanting more If they have problems with you, well, here's the door