how good r u @ convincing yourself u r living in, or 4 a dream making reality a nightmare b/c Untill dreams r achieved/forgotten, we r trapped in needing that dream traped in the feeling of unhappyness why I believe, what I believe, I could be, before I need, to let them be, so I dont fall asleep into, a dream, of what if, I achieved all of what I needed to, be, with, you, or, has this self hypnotisation skeme overtaken, reality, is this, a bad thing, or Is this all I need for me, to, keep going are these, art,i,fish, al hopful thoughts better then, reality, why risk, knowing what may not exist, without hoping, the way i do for you has already made me feel, you, have been my realist even compared to all the others, who new, my love, for them, did, exist, is, loves, strength, defined by the stubborness in a lovers focus of hope... how the lover chooses to allow themselves to be effected specifically by loyaly, rejecting hope of anything better looking out for one another does not mean, belittling me with thoughts, ya fam, shamed, u, in, to, believing,  it wasn, love, thats, just, them, filling their own parenting, fetish, fixation do u be, antisipating, listning, reading, into it, incase they be cracking that same code, to how you feel,  giving you, an even fresher perspective chasing that love, equal to, nothing less then that hope for that same unconditional respecting greater or eqal 2 when that greatest love, youv felt toward yourself enters you in, to? a zone, where you remember you had forgot you dont got to, tip toe, round, supressing amazing feelings, found like those who say to because they love you so I grow these quotes keeping u a float as u toke on hope, thats now been, set a smoke, from, realities needed 2 numb, cope from insperational asperations that I want 2 happen, but just wont if no1 will ever feel, understand, this then is it my fault for I seek for answers in these written snipits imagining where each snipit sits in a conversation periomid counting the conclusional peeks in each, written peice do, I like my type, because of who, I, might like, or do, I like, them, because of what I like as my type is that best friend, you stole, stealing, you, from yourself, or are you justifying that time can be better spent, riding , solo after seeing the same, entertainment loops happen over and over again When you say, you love all of them, would you still, love all of them if you didn't have all of them. If they didn't give u the best parts of them would you feel the same . If not, then, is it,really love? is their a point n wanting to, spend time do-ing, what you love, with those, who, want you, to, show them love, but have, previously shown, thay're, impossible to enjoy, the moment with, how much time then is worth donating 2 impressin urself, over impressing others Please dont forget the times in your life where you found fun & awesomeness with me no shame in wanting, to change the levels to, of who, you are, what we think, we want, in order to find what we really want, like those uncinditional thankyous thought up but never said when the questions come is it the right time or has the moment forever, been lost in time. wasted like those times that feel would have been better spent enhancing my own life some people spend their whole life searching for a code dynamic that works with the code that best suits their code that defines their personality. im gona need, u 2, b ok, with who, ever I am, and, if you say you dont care, who that is, then are you saying you'll love me, in a way more then I can, myself because loving from fear of sadness antiaipating is madness what if, you, told your best friend about me and they fell in love with me making you realise, you are in love with me even though, you left, you needed to, because of who I needed to be,, inorder to live in your world, with you and if you break me down and take the things that make me sweet or sour I would say, it would still be the feelings with you and how I still am comparing them, with you, even now do you force yourself to be happy, or do you indulge n patiently, waiting, for it to natually come, risking bringing those around you, down to