I feel like im lonely, i feel like im manic, when i text you, i try not to panic. When i think of you i drift like ocean plastic, but if im without you, i will sink like the titanic. I try to speak to you everyday, but my chances with you are floating away, i need to make a big change today, but i just cant help being so afraid. I am so scared if its how i behave or if its a big mistake ive made. Romantic dinner, the table is laid, a really hot day, heres a lemonade, it is your birthday we will celebrate, ill bake you a cake, not bought but homemade, we will sit under a tree, covered by the shade, but i feel like ill be thrown like a grenade.