Yeah  f*** all you fakes y'all Centigrade tired of feeling blame for all your mistakes I want real love not fake but all I get is just hate I wake up every morning to go to work hopefully sometimes I'm not late I stay up all night wishing I can change I'm so hurt so bruised so scarred but I realize I'm nothing but just a mistake so don't take this personally but lately I've been feeling down feeling sad everyone calling me bad but I hope they're glad I suffer in my pain there's no gain I feel like my mind is playing games but all I wanted was real people not fake I smoke weed to get high but also that just to get by with my day I go to work every morning to get paid I found out shittiest thing to happen to me today I feel like I lost my Bae but as the days go by I Cry let all my Tears go down my eyes can't breathe but I still make it by I lost my kid I would have been a dad but just know I try I miss you son or daughter I wish I could see you in person and so as your mother but I be the greatest father you ever had I promise you I spread nothing but positive around you  and I want you to be glad I wish i could of met  my kid in person but I lost you and now I'm lost to hopefully things get by but just remember I'll see you one day in the sky I love you guys forever no matter what you will always be on my mind hopefully I could have saw your smiles I just want to see that shine but now I lost her I feel dead inside I feel like I fucked up and now i just give up on myself i hurt the closest people too me can't you guys see I try my best too pass this hard test in life but shit gets hard my ass can never rest now I'm just broken but my baby is a token too my heart and so as my kid daddy misses you although he hasn't even met you but just know u never have a clue how much your father and mother loves you cuz don't worry you don't need to suffer anymore you're in heaven now and soon your mother and father will be there too but always remember my kids will always be my blue I wish I could have saw my kids grow up but now all this pain inside all this weight on my shoulder feel like I'm carrying a heavy Boulder my mindset is f*** but hopefully y'all can wish me luck love you guys sky out