bluechedda

4 years ago

Aye Ever since I started in this game I swear that you don’t look at me the same I used ta really feel the love in your hugs But now I only feel love from the drugs I remember we used ta sit and laugh together Dancing in the rain just doing whatever It only hurts cuz we used to be real close Realized love sucks when you went ghost Hurt me bad thought love last forever Hurt me bad but I would hurt you never U told me your love was unconditional The true story is that that shit is fictional Can’t believe the drugs have kept me hear But losing your love was my greatest fear Know I’m smoking more then I should be But fuck it it ain’t as much as I could be Lately I’ve been smoking daily on OG So much so fast that I might just OD Hate this Heart break shit got me fed up From now on I wanna keep my bread up Money Fein I can’t stop counting dubs Til paper cuts make all my fingers nubs Okay I ain’t even gonna cap Sometimes it does get hard ta wrap When you this high when I’m so fly But I ain’t gonna lie love made me wanna die So I’m running for my life In the whip with his wife I’m just tryna get her home I’m just trynna get some dome But the cops all on my bumper Might hit em with dat thumper Know you don’t know why I got the glock That’s cuz U ain’t out there on the block Aye Ever since I started in this game I swear that you don’t look at me the same I used ta really feel the love in your hugs But now I only feel love from the drugs I remember we used ta sit and laugh together Dancing in the rain no matter the weather It only hurts cuz we used to be real close Realized love sucks when you went ghost Hurt me bad thought love last forever Hurt me bad but I would hurt you never I know people can be cold Nd not so nice When I ain’t got no one ta hold I grab my ice I be up early everyday cuz the pain so deep Uh the pain so deep aye a nigga can’t sleep Know it ain’t right but I feel like a mistake I be up everynight cuz I always stay awake I’m tired of the sleeping pills they never work But I’m tired of the fucking chills i might pop a perk Okay I know it seems off the wall but I’m sixteen going thru a withdrawal I gotta big dreams I feel like Martin Luther king cuz he’s dead Yes I feel him cuz he gone that’s what I said Like a lightning flash my life went by so fast Think I see the future but I’m living in da past No it don’t make cents but we all need change we live in our own tense now we all got estranged Feel like I’m running for my life in da whip with a rife Cuz unless they got a knife nigga I’m a lose my life Guess my momma gonna grieve cuz that nigga got a full clip I just cant believe that I’m a die in my whip Damn I should’ve never met the plug But I was a young buck thinking I could b a thug But now I understand what I never could Now I comprehend y u never would Look at me the same cuz I could die in this game This game ain’t a no Xbox or a ps4 need ta detox Nd find out what I’m living for Aye Ever since I started in this game I swear that you don’t look at me the same I used ta really feel the love in your hugs But now I only feel love from the drugs I remember we used ta sit and laugh together Dancing in the rain no matter the weather It only hurts cuz we used to be real close Realized love sucks when you went ghost Hurt me bad thought love last forever Hurt me bad but I would hurt you never