hustle and struggle is the way we live, trying to get by but got nothing to give, times like these are extremely hard, just dont ball up and fall apart, mentally ill having thoughts in your head 12 midnight all u wanna do is wish to be dead nothings going right in life its time to give up screaming and shouting your never enough! pull the razor at night watch yourself bleed the devils watching wanting u to complete his deed mind too weak to think that theres better in life slowly dig deeper and start to right this letter and make things right pills and talk isnt enough its time to end this i cant no more life is tough i load my clip as tears fall down my face i say my last words im such a disgrace this angel comes and sends a message in my ear dont do this we love u and god is here i put the gun down and rethink who i am i am strong and a powerful man! i will live my life as a better person and enjoy my days as i get down on my knees everyday and pray AMEN!