MY Heart Slows Barely Beating Hiding fear fully retreating From all the Days pain repeating her lies are spun so I'm done Defendin imma just gonna get on winnin i Seem to be in love with pain Inside so lost now full of shame had it all to gain. never could live a good life and maintain Now I know who I really am Nothing like a real man seems impossible. who was i trying fool I live like a piece of shit And won't try to argue it. Never had Success for long Wishing I could be headstrong The way I live my life is wrong and i stay up for days getin lit Living like a piece of shit No longer try and argue it. Life took an unexpected turn and today I learn. I gotta allow That I have somehow Became the piece of shit they talk about so my Heart Slows Barely Beating Hiding fear fully retreating From all the Days pain repeating her lies are spun so I'm done Defending. now ill just get on winning but I'm a piece of shit and I must be in love with it so I have to admit, if you Put it in my bucket im going to hit now my Heart Slows Barely Beating Hiding fear now fully retreating From all the Days pain repeating her lies are spun I'm done Defendin now ill just get on winnin i stay up for days getin lit Living like a piece of shit and i No longer try and argue it. Life took an unexpected turn and today I learn. I gotta allow That I have somehow Became the piece of shit they talk about Live like a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I must be in love with it I have to admit, Put it in my bucket i need to hit I'm a piece of shit and I must be in love with it so I have to admit, if you Put it in my bucket im going to hit Nah! I'm done. I will never again yeah! I'm done. I will never again. Live like a piece of shit they talk about but i am yeah i am a piece of shit Heart Slows Barely Beating Hiding fear now fully retreating From all the Days pain repeating her lies are spun I'm done Defendin now ill just get on winnin yeah living like a pos.