you better get wise to this world and who runs it he comes at you day after day with plans to ruin Man in leage for your soul he loves nothing more than seeing you in torment its what brings him enjoyment without it he craves for its fullfillment like a lion stalks his pray keeping you tripping stubling as you try try for better days but cant seem to find yiur way using tools like emotions to cause distructive camotions stirring you up like terbulrnt oceans you dive head first with selfish pride and self preservation back and forth waves crashing you can last only so long before you can no longer stay aflaot the more yiu fight to just to servive keeps yiur focus on staying alive so you walk blind nothing you can say when you face god judgent day ..so think twice before you make a choices before every decision cast out whats not out of love be kind gentle as doves but wise dont go around destroying lives do onto others yiu wouls have done to you corner no matter whitch way you turn it will lead you to eternal burn soon you will learn this life or get cut you 5 stay sharp like a knife leaving [[ ⁵hhhm bleeding as you lay screaming where we live if your to have a fighting chance it won't stop all of them going own chance or else get settled ran thru my hous destroyed my daughter and my spouse why?  You ask yourself as you try to fit the pecies ⁵⁵t did fade what constitutes k²⁵¹⁵aà you where a decent person you not want to hurt some wouldover and over again and again as you sit and think with a pain at times to great you dont know if you can continue as the the tears run down your face like a lake they start to form a puddle you can see some friends on the Shore but no one will swim over to see whats the trouble you feel as if you been erased and everydays a struggle no one can help they just just talk at you as you climb inside your bubble they really have no clue only few have loved a love so true i used to think i knew what love was till i met you countless nights swimming in the pool you stood out among others a uniqe buisness minded goal oreinted indavidule like my self what a fool how can one so beautiful be so heartless so cruel i expected more from you as a mother and a wife i never figured coward would be what stands out the most 15 years thrown away because you thought i would not rise again but i guess thats life my heart so big like a faris wheel stretching into the night sky everyones wants to take a ride cuz they never been so high above the circus we call lifex just to see what its like but never take into acount what goez up must come down in order to go back up again but for many this marks the end and start looking for another wheel on its way back up again oblivious from witch they came they put thoghts of you to the back of your brain citing reasons they needed to leave it was good while it lasted but you were no longer going the direction they wished so they date some clown thinking you're better off because at least there not going down and this way can cover more ground see whats abound trying to find somthing that can never be found they will be stranded on still ground to propel forward motion you need up & down its a balance that rules the universe you can never escape or cheat it what goes up will come down not everyday the sun shines with warm rays in a golden yellow haze some days its dark gloomy with a gray cold haze but will always set and rise again ying and yang a balance of up and down and it will reveal whos hiding true intentions thru lifes lessons along the way its when you come down you carry the load will they fold the pressure of responsibility will put them in full display will they stay keep the promises they conviad the true character will be seen but ready your self for the awnser you will not be able to change now you just have to make it thru the pain of love not recognizing your name now exposed they know one could never be fooled again and hurry go as you watch without hesitation they jump on another wheel on its way up again . how close does one expect to grow how strong of a bond can one form and hold if down is never shared to reach for a hand in time of need or to relate when vunerable its the same way you made your best friend thru thick thru thin going thru ups and downs its the storys re gailed that strengthens our sails its un fortunate this why so many marriages fail they put their trust into false love the ones who only want to ride up the one who serves the wrong master who thinks money is the only way to have a happy life as if money stops coming down as if you smile you will never again frown but to the universe we are bound its laws will not be fooled re tooled or forced in any other way the higher you go the further trip down it will just intencify the only way to survive is to have true love by your side and together you ride lifes ups and downs they seem so much eaiser when your with your significant other are you will discover it will be all for nothing no bond built no true meaning just life long memories of what you did to stay riding up and you wont put that together till your last days sitting alone no real friends that you know the rest of your family sitting idly by waiting for you to die so they can divvy up all the material possessions you held high only small parts of your past you will be able to remanece when love started but never truly experienced its warm embrace the smile it can put on your face how forgiving it is and the feeling when they walk into the room because you always cut it right when it was to bloom the last few generations wont even know what it is to be with someone 30 or 40 or 50 years when you reach the age you need your partner to care for you will they truth be told god is the only thing real in this world that we know that will not change he stands fast and hopes for us to see what we need to see his name means love it comes from he its up to us to show him we understand theres a lesson to learn we all go thru the same things since begining of time yet repeat repeat repeat like lost sheep to wrapped up in selfish greed for love or any thing good to breed tears in the end is all one will see the day of jugment who do you want to be