Tears trop but I don't feel a thing emotion less what am I I am nothing everyone has a purpose but I don't I just cut my wrist on purpose I'm just a curse I just give out curses I'm happy when I make music I'm happy with these verses I right my own crap but I bet you don't believe it I don't deserve this I don't deserve this life that I'm living why am I alive all I'm doing is sinning I'm gay I'm disappointment but your not my patient this ain't a appointment I don't have patients for this crap why am I even rapping my stuff ain't good my music ain't slappin I'm not good enough for you fans sorry that I even try but you all is all I got my life ain't what I thought that that I was fine but my dad walked out 5 years ago but he keep calling sayin yo i told i don't want to even here your voice so just go like you already have just do it again my dad ain't my friend I looked up to him I loved him but then came the drugs then came the sippin now his children living my life that I should be living why did you leave than start a new life you got a girlfriend oh wait she's your new wife your not my dad I'm not the disappointment you are stabbing me in the back leaving your old life markin me with a scar you said you hate your dad cause he left but your just like him your nothin different I will never be anything like you dad I'm not kidding you making Tears trop but I don't feel a thing emotion less what am I I am nothing everyone has a purpose but I don't I just cut my wrist on purpose I'm just a curse I just give out curses I'm happy when I make music I'm happy with these verses I want to ride around in a coop mindlessly without you thinking about living or thinking about the noose I write my feelings down ya cause no one understands me I been drowning in my tears Its become a sea underneath the pain in my life it's just a game I don't want to be the player so I will switch and change my attitude fake smile just for you live or die for you mabby even cry for feeling nothin for you why ain't I something ya Tears trop but I don't feel why isn't life tough to make it why do other people have to make it why can't why can't we just be harder to self lights ever enough to be hard on ourselves and we be hard on herself back here why can't we just live a good life why do people ruin your life make you hurt yourself make you suicidal make you want to hurt other people so they can feel what you feel I just asked for forgiveness like that's going to do anything what you're not going to apologize you should ask for forgiveness or a second chance Maya and she told me everyone deserves a second chance I totally agree with that but when someone like my dad blames my seven-year-old brother something extremely illegal that only a grown man or woman can do you don't deserve forgiveness and it said he asked she asked for forgiveness and he didn't say that he did anything wrong he just said it was a bit of a mistake that's not fair okay that's not you understand you don't give anyone that's done that for good this all right