Tears trop but I don't feel a thing emotion less what am I I am nothing everyone has a purpose but I don't I just cut my wrist on purpose I'm just a curse I just give out curses I'm happy when I make music I'm happy with these verses I right my own crap but I bet you don't believe it I don't deserve this I don't deserve this life that I'm living why am I alive all I'm doing is sinning I'm gay I'm disappointment but your not my patient this ain't a appointment I don't have patients for this crap why am I even rapping my stuff ain't good my music ain't slappin I'm not good enough for you fans sorry that I even try but you all is all I got my life ain't what I thought that that I was fine but my dad walked out 5 years ago but he keep calling sayin yo i told i don't want to even here your voice so just go like you already have just do it again my dad ain't my friend I looked up to him I loved him but then came the drugs then came the sippin now his children living my life that I should be living why did you leave than start a new life you got a girlfriend oh wait she's your new wife your not my dad I'm not the disappointment you are stabbing me in the back leaving your old life markin me with a scar you said you hate your dad cause he left but your just like him your nothin different I will never be anything like you dad I'm not kidding you making Tears trop but I don't feel a thing emotion less what am I I am nothing everyone has a purpose but I don't I just cut my wrist on purpose I'm just a curse I just give out curses I'm happy when I make music I'm happy with these verses I want to ride around in a coop mindlessly without you thinking about living or thinking about the noose I write my feelings down ya cause no one understands me I been drowning in my tears Its become a sea underneath the pain in my life it's just a game I don't want to be the player so I will switch and change my attitude fake smile just for you live or die for you mabby even cry for feeling nothin for you why ain't I something ya Tears trop but I don't feel a thing