so... this my life I'm shy and ready to die or maybe ready to fly but I'll just cry so say good bye living the shy life holding my knife ready to fight and light it up with a fire in my house leaving it all behind get in line for the slaughterhouse it's time to delouse then douse you all in gasoline I'll show you masculine when I'm triggered I'll be jiggered if you survive I figured you would die but then again I'm quiet and ready to die or I could be like Portland, a riot zone it could burst like a unstable volcano and show guyot you cant hide it so get ready for a flight and maybe a guide maybe grab a table of five it's time to say goodbye shy guy maybe I'll stay quiet or I'll be toxic like sugar to diabetics like a guy with a big heart is for aesthetics it's always authentic this is my life shy and ready to die maybe ready to fly but it's like I have a fear of heights cause I'm scared of the responsibility power but I'm not good with versatility but I'll have to fuck my life and get over it say you were thinking gay may I please exterminate and dominate my life all it is is full of grief I'm self pitied and a thief steal from the good and give to the bad it's sad it's only memories it's been feelin like a century I've looking shaking and letting go just to show who I am I guess I'm lazy and useless fuedless and fuel less I'm sorry but I'm done from now on I'll try I'll fly I'll be a guy I'll be someone you can depend on someone I'll defend is you my family so happily take this apology or shove it up your ass sorry I'll pass cause I'm not fag and that's why I might be a drag crack open a bottle and send me to a mental hospital or I'll start eating you like a bowl of cereal because I'll never be seen as hero I'll become that kind of killer so you're all my filler episode my stomach always hungers I dont do numbers of murders mayne I'll have you learners become stupid like Timmy Turner don't move or I'll hurt her wait I don't hit women I only eat eat and eat linen only gets in the way so I'll never fit in so get it I've been never good at it I'll show my grit I'll never quit I was acquitted I find all Loop holes so I'll never be out witted I've admitted my crimes of murdering no rhymes so many times I know I'm guilty down to my enzymes I'm so mistimed