Lil Pantha

4 years ago

i swear sometimes i just wanna die

Lil Pantha

4 years ago

baby i want you baby i need you i dont need you broken i dont need you hurt i want us to last forever but idk if thatll work i got all the thoughts rollen thru my head why am i so stresssed my life is a wreck why am i so depressed i dont wanna ruin this like i already did im scared i just wanna go to bed im scared of losing you im scared of saying goodbye im scared of the voices in my head baby imma cry im scared someone plz help i just need to go to bed baby plz i wanna be with you instead i never want let go but if you dont need me then i guess this is goodbye my time has been wasted on the ones before people have been callin me a hor ive been thru so much but when i saw you its everything stopped the voices the depression the stress till they came back yesterday i dont know why but i just wanna cry so i guess this is goodbye GOODBYE G...O...O...D....B...Y....E... but wait theres one thing i cannot translate why am i such a mistake never meant to be made i just wanna die to day pray the lord my soul to take praying itll be today dont know how to express my emotions so i just bang my head against a wall till it breaks and i fall i dont understand what i did wrong i just hope i can move on i love you never get me wrong but baby i dont want you to be broken so i guess i gotta go so i guess imma go but if he ever breakes you i will break him and he will not know pain till i take care of him so just know i love you i will never leave you i will never hurt you i will never break you and it hurts when you just gotta let go but i want you so imma stay so i pray the lord my soul to take