look here I am, up and alone at 3 am looking at bitches on my phone again most of them saying let's be friends two night later they in my dms again but I doing really give a damn I'll have em for the night and I'm be alone again alone with all the thoughts in my head chasing down xanax again just me and my bands again wondering what your doin remembering all the fights again then feeling foolish lonely nights don't bother me no mo keep myself and my thoughts behind lock doors don't really care no mo don't give a fuck about a bitch tears no mo don't say no mo if we were meant to be together we wouldn't up till 3 screaming at each other but in a fucked up way need each other so to tolerate it I stay medicated deep down we know it don't work people to afraid to admit that love is hard work but I don't want to try no mo fuck love so I am up at 3am again looking at bitches on my phone again most of them saying let's be friends two night later they in my dms again but I doing really give a damn I'll have em for the night and I'm be alone again alone with all the thoughts in my head