man im telling you i refuse to loose gotta pick and choose these demons on my back giving me the blues wanna call a truce ah laugh at that who am i kidding we're like best friends we go way back dont know when then again how i am is chill for real for real find it hard to deal got me about to fuckin loose my mind seek and search to find the best way to grind what is the rhyme to the reason reason to the rhyme just because i belive in people being good doesnt mean im not blind... although i see it and im right its aperant right before your eyes....get treated like shit yeah right l...seems all you want to do is fight.... but im the one who's always right, right? naw hindsights 2020 i have had plenty of experience to give my two cents go ahead cash it in you could deposit that keep the receipt i dont want it back in fact im knowng all that has transpired you could look back if that is desired i have it the fire burning within i am so damn tired of dealing with them feel it in ya gut its what is really knowing where am i showing up sure enough can't enough gluton for punishment what the fuck im shit outta luck feel like im stuck but what can be done about it change lanes reapent i doubt it ive been like this since i first found it the toxins i was bout it lets just get rowdy brian all cloudy i dont want to but i stay doubting either the benefit of it of the self i am outing in the cold dont quit nor trip just hold on the hope of the scope