by the time i was self aware i was no. 4 in a family of 5 3 siblings older than i 2 sisters 1 brother all 1 year apart 4 years later another sister added to the car thats were we are no home to start no rooms to keep us apart dumpster diviving to help support every kid had their part if you wernt fishing the river you were diving the dumpster or you just took it to survive nights of hunger at times was a fact of life you learn things like spoons fulls of katsup and mustard will leave you dehydrated vomitting because the acid content was to much to stomach im a survivor what spit here is truth within four years enrolled 22 schools earned a dagree in self preservation you learn to adapt and survive in uncontrolable situations there was somthing different considered cool in each school you learn to fight till they just have to look at you and decide you can handle your self when your intencety in a room is felt they see somthing that scares them when they start with you its the look of a survivor and theres nothing your not willing to do every blow you inflict is thrown with visious intent here these fucks trying to be cool i got bigger issues like the rents due kids are cruel is the fastest way to bring the evil out of you as i grew older i grew more angry by the time I reached high School you didn't want to fuck with me i drooped out got a job to support my family still close to my mom and dad till I found out they were just using me aso i set out in my own two feet construction was the way for me since i lifted wieghts all thru high School in preperation for who ever wanted to pick on me for the cloths i didnt have or the hair cut i should have had or just being some fuck head rich boys punching bag if i got the since you were coming at me with anything other than cool id straght go goku and they would see the demon inside me no more was it going to be pick on dave not today im a survivor and you just became my bitch hore i knew i coudnt stay this way in order to survive one must adapt so I work until I get my own general contractors license and have my own company since don't do good with those same punks from school now being a boss standing over me just loosers using me i woukd start my own family tried this twice married two times and been betrayed fucked over by both daughter died of an overdose I'm a survivor I'm keep going what's next I dont know but fuck it into this world we are throne if you're not a survivor you're done