Cover art : @barger mixing : @JBArchie had to open up a little 🤷🏾‍♀️ for my peeps @killermami and Barbie I ask myself every day Was the pain worth it I fight my way thru depression when I write my verses The thoughts of sucide runnin thru my mind hurtin It’s like I’m goin back in time this shit is such a burden They throw that shit in up in yo face I’m like this can’t be real That’s why I never tell a nigga how I really feel They didn’t care when I started poppin all them pills They smiling in yo face like this is yo last meal I rather keep it all together by myself I rather thug alone don’t need nobody help I got my heart locked up away in a cell And Ima never give it to nobody else Protection not needed My heart is bullet proof Blood pressure running high like it’s thru the roof Mental breakdown Dad was in prison I never wanted to have that kinda fuckin vision I wasn’t ready for that kinda life I had to live I had to sacrifice it all And I had to give My mama made me strong And a better woman She’s my world deep down it and it means something hook lyrics i poured my heart out like it was hennessy they askin me how im feelin i dont kno for real i look around and see what im runnin from i saw my shadow all along and i was singin to this song like woah woah Nayme ~ they askin me nayme can u mix a verse i always say yeah cuz i'm no one but i wish sometimes they would hit me up askin me how i'm feelin, nayme wussup they say that im too talented for rap fame my homie BZ still in the trap, caged a change gon come, thats what they say ay tears on mama face i wish i could erase cuz they dont love you when u alive but they gon be at your funeral cryin like where was you when i hit the bottom? therapist mad cuz im chuggin bottles then gimme anotha way to cope with the pain dont be fuckin around like u should try n medidate when u feel the pain that i feel all along u gon join me and Barbie singin this song like hook lyrics -Barbie n nayme i poured my heart out like it was hennessy they askin me how im feelin i dont kno for real i look around and see what im runnin from i saw my shadow all along and i was singin this song like woah woah #NaymeXBARBIE #emotionallydrained #poppinpillsB #depressionB #pouredmyheart #henessyB #woahB #thugaloneB #bymyelfB #heartbulletproof #tearsB #baddbarbie #viral #trending #distanceB #strongwomanB #chugginbottles #therapistB #copeB #dontloveyou #dadinprison #kindavisionB #stayw0ke #staywoke #stayw0kefamily #depressionmatters #iamdestiny #nayme #killermami