[Chorus] Man damn please forgive me for what I have done I should get the damn door closed, Slammed in my face, I should be shuned I'm sorry mom and hun I'm srry [Verse 1] I thought of it as nun like a lost thought it was bugging me but I was chill Told my homie buckle up we going 87 on 55 shit FUCK man theres 5 hol up we cant throw out that weed Ite put it up in my secret stash ite bet instead of the Driver glass the officer bangs on da back window And all I saw was pain comin from my freinds face If he made one mistake it's over for him so I Got my anger built up ready to fight but I hold back And put my hands together protect him plz God, I said my grace And he slowly rolls down the window and officer Saw his hands down his pants he wasent like that He didn't understand then bang, bang, bang cuz he slowly Started to pull away then the officer let us go away With a dead homie in our car cuz he found weed Right below his leg thinking its his shit now We celebrate with the rest of our people in the hood everyday And try to have that joy you had but it ain't the same Now I'm always strapped never slippin deaeye Bitch red dot on ya 3rd eye, BITCH i ain't neva missing I'm sorry dead homie im not sayin names but You always will be on my brain very much missin And it was me,... my fault you got taken away Even though yall said go, go let's run from the cops High speed chase I said no but I shoulda said no to racing In da first place but hey at least we got 1st place ai [Chorus] Man damn please forgive me for what I have done I should get the damn door closed, Slammed in my face, my face into the pavement knocked tooth loosed, I should be shuned I'm sorry mom and hun I'm srry [Verse 2] Uh yh,.. so fresh, fresh straight outta the Closest thing to hell a lonely death penalty jail cell Uh so before i really start sum u think ima criminal Why cuz i sell drugs to have a family not leving me For a man richer, stronger, bigger, better, and more Powerful BULLshit that makes everyone here tasting Sourful but some reason you dont care u could see Me in a ditch homeless and wouldn't care that's prety pitiful Il let u know I might be mad but I dont ever have hattrid in my heart Not even to yo racist ass muthafukas that fuk is up And you know what you doing this all around the place Like crosswords mixing shit up like u think I'm stupid You put this shit here the same shit that my family Is getting 25 life man this shit ain't right the same shit That u tried on me man why bother me and my people Leave us on da stage but dont put us in da spot light plz.. plz [Chorus] Man damn please forgive me for what I have done I should get the damn door closed, Slammed in my face, I should be shuned I'm sorry mom and hun I'm sorry [Verse 3] MAN what's wrong wit me I should be ballin out tears But instead I'm working out shit like my problems and da hood Wheres my pops that man and my moms ran these streets My mom don't know what I do and sure ima joke to the rest of you But like a strict parent I ain't leaving till your all feed up All the same shit with rappers will it ever change back What will happen with me will I ever see my own seed Or will I leave to early for my mom to see her legacy's legacy Man shi where will I be,... but I am sorry plz forgive me. That's it!!! Took me 29 minutes for this