Seen by some I always hid, living my life too afraid to live as I sit here and wipe the tear from my eye, I realize now that I'm afraid to die. Pain is no stranger to me whether it is a friend or an enemy, my heart has endured so much I've lost a lot but I've loved. I Ponder in my own thoughts, on this journey I take I can't help to feel lost. I once felt happiness when I would look into your eyes, you made me feel loved and so much alive. You were my lover my best friend, through the darkness of life that came to an end. I'm lost and hurt but I miss you the same, I would rip my own eyes out just to see you again. And on that dark day when my death is at hand, I hope to meet you on the other side and speak with you again.