I dont know why I can't let go why your haunting me like you're still by my side I still cry Every time I sigh When the thoughts of you Pass through my mind I'm still waiting I'm still praying Anticipating The day I save me From our past From the wish to last Give myself a chance To be more than I am Love is like a drug Addicted to the buzz Afflicted in the fuzz You cannot escape the Rush It's insanity Risking ya humanity Thinking bout your lovers needs Forgetting your endorsing seeds Seeds to feed the foolishness Causing you to take a risk Have you choosing not quit Cause everything's irrelevant Despite your health that does resist Stuck inside a toxic ship Until your forced to break from it Realize you're a part of it I dont know why I can't let go why your haunting me like you're still by my side I still cry Every time I sigh When the thoughts of you Pass through my mind I'm still waiting I'm still praying Anticipating The day I save me From our past From the wish to last Give myself a chance To be more than I am Breaking from addiction You left with reminiscing All that you been missing From the drug that had you hitting Its a Paradox admission To believe it's out your system When you catch your intermission Least when love is what you're fisting Never know when you'll be done Until it hits you like a Gun You paralyzed and stunned And your gravity is none And the bullets having fun Ricocheting from the pun Of you saying that your done Cause your heart is saying Run While your mind is saying no Got the feelings all conflicted Cause connections from the soul And the soul it knows the difference Know it know just what you need Which includes your other half The other half that's on your team Whether Karmic Soulmate Twin You are forced to let em in Cause they here to bring a lesson Can you see what they're projecting When you're lost inside affection An addiction that you rest in Till you face your inner questions On the dark side of the spectrum From within your uni-vessel Dont know why Can't let go Haunting me like you're still by my side