i was sitting there alone on the 4th of July. and I looked back on a fucked up life that had to die and I would not cry i was in my way to rehab for one more try in 4 days and I was on to my way to my next faze its was supposed be my last rehab stay go in with All the wrongs I have under my belt from These last two years causing pains I wish my family never felt i just Need to forgive myself knowing i tried then put it all behind me forgettin Roosevelt.. As I watch the night sky light up for the countries independence I truly feel that this is the last night I'll have to deal with this drug dependence Time has came and gone should have been long gone but i was to busy livin wrong. now I have to stay strong and get back to where I belong So I can right the most important wrong get my kids back and Start doing what I should have been doing all along Making this next move feeling like I can't lose And I've got a lot to prove. To no one but myself to hell with everyones views. I have to do it because, I choose. It may have taken longer than you thought it shoulda but as long as I make it out ill ready to shout. you can't keep me down i conquer anything around. cause after what I been through everything else just looks so weak and pityful. once I'm done there aint no way im going back i don't care how hard the shit starts to pull. im all the way cool. thinking of my life on The other side of rehab looks up cuz i just want it so fuckin bad. it would have been sad if I never grew from life beating me out of everything I ever had but i gotta leave the past where it is i cant stay broken hurt and mad.i will no lol cheat my kids out having their dad