Trying too make life easier for myself but I feel like I'm dying not trying enough shit I'm always crying enough wanting too be better for someone but true people there's none im dead mislead instead wanna die than when I make it too heaven wanna get high and say fuck Tha wrld and bye bye glad you see me Dead but you dont feel so sad but ig i know I'm bad realizing myself that I'm nothing ill never be something but I'm not enough anymore for anyone I wanna die shoot myself than fly hopefully I Don't go too hell cuz I'm already feeling like I'm already in a cell it's huge none of you people have no clues I run this town I got that juice  there saying this coronavirus  is that bad but it's just tha flew no one never love me all people would always do is shove me away than I'm so depressed feeling like I'm lock up in a cage sky out good bye Shit I feel so fly just fyi but still wanna die I Don't wanna be here anymore my heart is tore and sore make my shot score my feelings running threw a cord tell someone unplugs me and let's me die on board but there's more people that look up at me and my music shit hopefully you can use it for your advantage and feelings and emotions all I wanted was love but my heart got muge I put in tha bag let that shit sag took my heart hope your glad and your calling me bad but sky forever sad never ever loving just thugging