pr4y - thoughts
#pr4yremaster - finally finish with the final draft for the current contest.. took too many submissions and deletions and I'm still not happy with it remastered for contest at night i think i might get sleep but my eyes wont close so i always see i take some downers like 2 or 3 pills to knock me out and catch some z i pray to god to let me please relax my legs move restlessly my spirit senses something next to me an attack from some dark entity a demon most probably so i start panicking until i remember that i got access to power much stronger then these shadow people i keep glimpsing slipping past me silently even if i try to start a conversation they dont speak to me like a moody b b is for bitch which episode of seaseme street did i see that one on? back when i was 3, or maybe it wasnt the tv that taught me to be mean and hit things and scream until i got what i wanted because my parents were too busy punching each other to spend time with me. i aint gonna cry i just aint gonna sleep. nature or nurture i dont care much for either theyre both just some theories thought up by professors most likely on 3 days of bingeing on ether. either that or the torture i being the very first child of two people who didnt want one to begin with but said i guess fuck it, well raise it and love it but they didnt show me their feelings if that was the case then id say that they hate me. hard to say when you rate me compared to my siblings who all had it better and properly patented like i was a mistake and left unattended but then when the next came he was born to be favorited. i was slapped around, they were given crowns, never taught me life skills, while mommy paid their bills, i felt out of place, thats because they took mine and threw me out of the spot light, now im in the dark night talking to myself saying everything is okay! but its not and i dont mean knots like the one my stomach is tied in from hiding and stressing out about the future @bmkid @RachED.1 @SG15Music @DeeMasta @Carcinogenik @SpookDaTrey @hjay @Ziplock
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@bryancooper Nah you good. I just woke up and was like damn. They going hard and I didnโt even do anything lol. I changed to my YouTube name.
@mesii oh you got offended by that? my bad dude I thought you were just being a jerk. lol. then I noticed you changed your name and was just teasing you. was never actually like mad, or vindictive towards you bro, just trolling along ๐
@bryancooper The only reason why me and you had words was because you called me a drag queen broskie. Remember that? Then I slid up saying yah music was trash. So ion even know why you coming at me that shit was weeks ago?๐ฅด๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐ค
@mesii well I'm glad you finally grew out of that then ๐
@bryancooper How? I show love to everyone? And my music is very good. Iโm confident.Ima defend myself when people come talkin shit. Iโm not a pushover. Like I said tho. I ainโt really to worried about it anyways. ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ
@mesii never said you got mad, said you were conceited, but it's cool dude. the Lord forgives you
@bryancooper I mean itโs the truth.? Lol. I say what I wana say regardless whoโs feelings it hurt. I donโt get mad when people criticize my music lol. Fuck it.
@mesii that was the fifth thing I would have guessed youโd say lol
@bryancooper What the fuck are even talking about my friend? Iโm not worried about the battles. Iโve said multiple times win lose draw. Iโm the same man. Iโm not running from none of yโall.
No one is like, yeah good for you Lihmexx
Which everyone reads when you do that and they all go wow what
Now here comes the โstupid shit, I donโt have to prove anything, not gonna waste time, you sound silly, etc, etc,โ
Im being silly with this feel me? Iโm not city slick Iโm a Beverly Hillbilly, but only when I wanna be Iโm still waiting for you to defend your honor but every weapon against me wonโt proper, thatโs scripture. But donโt mess with that unless your willing to embarrass others listening from your misunderstanding, but that applies to anything you attempt doesnโt it bitch?
Thereโs a freebie, little boy, sorry, they were all out of furbies, but -bies are bees and birds are birds, you would know that though, I sense that your a virgin. Hey kudos, it happens, as long as it was your intent, otherwise abstinence is just an excuse for people like you, how many inches is your Peter? Less than 2? Wait CENTIMETERS?! Lol does it have a cute nickname? Instead of penis Something like lil dinkus? Ever do get a girl how you get her to drink this? Look
@mesii problem with the younger gen. Never accept any constructive criticism, even when itโs out of love or genuine help. They think they know everything and they end up forever stuck in the same shitty mud they stepped on as soon as narcissism took root in the brain stem and now they ainโt threats just pawns for the better players to capture first. You pronounce your name messy? Like chess would be, queen out on turn 2 or 3, killed by me while I meticulously slaughter thee like Samsung when he set the Jewish captives free
@mesii although losing battles IS HOW YOU GET BETTER
@mesii you changed your name so people wouldnโt recognize you or something? Shows cowardice. Still waiting on you to prove how youโre better than most with a battle... oh wait, you made that excuse all pussy cowards make โIโm not gonna waste my timeโ... lmao smdh I guess youโre right it would waste your time because I would win hands down.
@bryancooper No but your music is. ๐คฃ๐ค
@BrandonCanales bro is your brain a little dense
@bryancooper Sounds like none of your shit is. ๐คท๐ฝโโ๏ธ