EMOTIONS   I used to think emotionally i was the strongest but it feels like i been getting weaker for the longest   But idk wat to do wit these feelings the rage is burnin against the fuckin ceilings   Dont kno whether to cry or die so i get stupid fuckin high no lie im touchin the sky   Then i wake up and wanna die wipe the tears so they dont see me cry I really just wanna slit my fuckin throat and say goodbye    Then i remember why i cant cuz that selfish as fuck the way i feel look at me and ima buck   All these thoughts swirlin around my head depression got me stuck in the bed   Cant even remember to stay fed my heart feels like its made of led inside im completely fuckin dead   Anger pain and sadness all i can feel at the moment time seems to b slowin    Finally figured out to let my emotions start flowin done holdin this pain time to let it start showin   Cut myself to remember i can feel pain not enough so i use a flame remembering when life was just a game   Now everyone quits carin chasin the clout and fame mutha fuckers should b ashamed   All these mumble rappers to lame when i let loose hells flame   I pray for the bitch who catch these hands blackout never lose control again    Cuz every time i turn around somone else is leavin me look to god like do u even fuckin hear me   Cant sleep cant eat this pain got me feelin weak emotions flyin over my highest peak   Losin myself to this grief be glad wen its over wat a relief    And i aint talkin suicide im talkin bout movin on with life    Gotta let go of the pain and grief give every opportunity a try dont hold ur emotions in cuz ull never win