(Chorus) Can't even begin to explain the shits going on inside my head I can't even count the times I fell down and got right back up I'm so fucking tired of how easy everything gets broken Shattered to pieces, I keep dreaming the my eyes would open What do you do when the Pain is just too much to take Sit up at night, praying, hoping for a better day With my heart beating heavy, you know I got much to say But I keep quiet it never mattered anyway Numb in the days Drowning in tears at night Tryna look to my future no hope in sight Makes me wonder what's there left to fight for I asked do you love me She said "I'm not sure" What the fuck What the fuck is that supposed to mean Either you love me or you don't, there's no in between Ion even wanna hear it get away from me Tired of fighting for something that's make believe Got me fucked the fuck up Don't let my pain stop ya Just get out the way wont ya Bullet to my brain watchya It's hard to cover the hurt inside Hate the way I loved you, you were my joy and pride (Chorus) Can't even begin to explain the shits going on inside my head I can't even count the times I fell down and got right back up I'm so fucking tired of how easy everything gets broken Shattered to pieces, I keep dreaming the my eyes would open When you wake up Feeling some shit Just lift your head up You'll get through it This isn't made up it's my story To keep the bread up It got gory But still I'm coping Weed smoking Suicidal thoughts got me choking My mind was stolen You think I'm joking The clock is tolling Time is running out Fell on my face but I made it out Addicted to the pills but I prayed it out My head keeps spinning Got pain from the beginning