I started in this game didn't know what to expect didn't know life to get this real you don't know what's important quick to learn. what's small or if it's a big deal there was a lot of pain coming that I wasn't ready to feel this story that I'm telling I wish you it was fake but I'm sure to tell you that is very real is a lot of people in my life that I should have been ready to kill didn't expect this life that I'm mean that I would eventually build might as well give me your sword some armor and a shield cuz I soon had to learn but I didn't know that my family was a guild I had to protect them with my life in a struggle of the battlefield dope money money and love I found out is what the game is made of will I end up at the bottom in hell or have The Shining Light from above I wasn't in ain't no pushover when it came down I did what I had to if it came to push to shove now I wish I my life what what it is but what it was I started selling we young not for the money but just because always do what I can and what I can't I don't let it ruin my buzz and a lot of people in this life that I can trust but I had to give him my all it was a must now everything I had will be blown away in the dust I learned a lot of lessons I have been cursed and had a also a lot of blessings lost my daughter to her mother some good I can't say that I had some objections you could cut my life infection the good from the bad and all my obsessions the people I couldn't take back but you can have the rejection maybe the ship would be a lot easier if life had directions but unfortunately it don't and you never know what's going to happen if you don't try it ain't and it it might just work or it won't if I would have known the stuff that happened to me in the past would be reversed in the future and man it the things I've been through might as well put a nail in the coffin and bury me in the dirt f*** the world in it p**** and I lift up that skirt