yeah ayy yea ayyy sometimes I feel like pulling the trigger all because I'm fucked on that liquor take my life I'm so done with this bullshit never amounted to the purest always living in your shadow and your fucking ways never asked to be born in a life of hell I hope u can tell never had a silver spoon in my mouth always took a bite from the cottonmouth my life was always lived in the south of heaven role a blunt my obsession I never sat in your so called live life of sin dear god where to begin to explain all the shit I've seen I've popped pills just to make my live fade over the hills drank a lot tried to wash away my tears and fuckd up years please just bury me in smoke and ash I never asked for that crash I think I should through this in the trash lived watching ppl I love die by the trigger bullets getting loaded watch the brains get exploded so let me put the gun to my head pull the trigger let me be dead the trigger pull the trigger I want to be dead ITS PENNYWISE!