I was only trying to support you but fucked it all on the pip litalary i saw you slit your wrist could tell you weren’t happy and that made me feel like shit and now when you think of me apparently you feel sick hate being alone whyd I have to cut you off but I’ve done it my whole life and I don’t know how to stop hate now that the word family means fuck all to me cause all am is let down I’ll never be enough and I wish i never totched the stuff cause smoking puff has probably fucked my whole life up I lost my girl the only good thing I had in this cold cold world