this one here for the memory/of paul bosley amd ronnie demory/losing those guys got me smoking like a chimney/seeing cats my age wit they dads makes me envy/got me drinkin liquor wit chad reminiscing/teary eyed man my fucking is guidance gone/i fucking tried to do good but word to god it went wrong/its people depend on me i gotta strong/but inside im fuckin dead i wanna die to this song/u ask me if everythings/fuck no we lost toe mike fields amd joey smallwood/this is hard/wut u think when tanna passed it aint leave me scarred/and these days we losing og after og/people act like they care sending emojis/low key im fuckin tired of life/everybody like toof if u dont do for u do it for your wife/and im knowing that they right/my amanda keeps going but its hard sometimes/i think she gonna leave and i think thats because my mom/see she left me as a youth/see that hurt me think if it happened to you/my gma sick amd tired/i told her time and again i would im a mafuckin liar/see this wut i think daily this why im quiet/its burning my soul like my insides having riots/u dont know my pain amd u wouldnt wamma try it/see u say u had it but i dont mafuckin buy it!