as I wake up here alone with no one by my side I'm once again reminded of this hate i store inside for the damaged hearts not mended for the scars not justified from the ones cared and showed me the Love and never questioned why. so why must I be cold and hide behind these walls show nothing but my violent side to the loved ones I involve am I here for just this purpose to destroy the lives ive touched to take away their sun filled days and dreams I will have crushed so I call myself a monster a true havoc in this life with me you'll find no love or peace just the existence that I'm not right to give you all those sunny days and the love you so deserve time for me to be judged tonight the Damned will be burned