i can feel you everywhere that i go just tell me that it ain’t so walked out but you didn’t have to go got my trippin like did i fuck up moms workin all day just to feed us u up and left ain’t no fucking trust got a lot going on in my mind looks like you can’t even make time to come see kid now you outta line waking up on my mother fucking birthday to see not even a text thrown my way tryin forget it and go outside and play man i miss you so much tho seems like i’m at a new low tryin fix this but you ain’t wanna show all these other wishes don’t compare man i want you back pain feelin like i been stabbed by sum thumb tacks this new feeling i got is kinda wack said u gonna be here for life said you was loyal then cheated on yo wife bet u go out every ducking night while moms is sitting here you out drinking 10 fuckin beers now you nowhere near got me pushing out all these tears tryna find the light all this pain got me high as a kite wishing i could take flight and end this motherfucking life that ain’t right deep down know i gotta fight all this pain got my chest tight bounce back shit was light will i be better well i don’t know all i know is i never let the pain show learn from this gotta help me grow yeah i smoke but keep it on the low i only do cus of all the hurt i got remember that time we went to big lots and you bought me that game kinda sad it’s the only memory inside of my brain tryna be a man ain’t gonna kick my son like a can but at least i’m tan only thing i got from you you ain’t a man nah i ain’t a fan said you was coming but you lied when i got that call went to my room n cried thinking bout all this shit got me feeling like will smith how come he don’t want me man got me fylin like i’m peter pan tryin stay sane u can’t imagine all this pain issa different type of hurt ain’t even buy me a new shirt i wanna be tuff but sometimes all i want is love got me trippin like a motherfuckin bitch leavin yo kids is kinda yo nitch can’t hide now truth is out but nobody wowwed by yo actions love my moms tho like a real dad keep it the low tryna fix this but you ain’t wanna show