RIP Paul
GnarBarsA bad decision to Drink and Drive, hit a tree head on at 55mph. A best friend gone but never forgotten and Forever Loved. Cover art by @gnarbars and @tyrellgibson Mix and master by @tyrellgibson #immortals #RIPpaul #Paul55 @bmvideo sitting in remembrance inside crying no acceptance mind begging seeking for penance but your long gone and I'm reaching for the remnants funeral in attendance but you weren't attendin reaching out to a dude with a strong mind set no matter what the struggle know where the grind at anyone anytime the shirt of your back never hesitant to uplift and that's a fact always kept me with a smile Everytime i struggled endured harsh trials splashed through deeper puddles crawled though piles fought through the troubles you were the Fred Flintstone to my Barney Rubble end of every work day drinkin miller high life still drinking it today rememberin your life yelling yabadabadoo from a prison of work to conquer and flirt with the dream of a new life loved you as a brother my buddy Paul was a treasure but the demon on his shoulder had survived the harsher weather for the storm to come fueled with drugs and pleasure you felt sins straight cut weighed but falsely measured day spent bikin we were hittin up trails aches keep spikin whiskey mends what ails time for bed you decide to stay solid in head for the tab you will pay next morning I get a call confused it's yo wife I'm in shock she says Paul's dead and then hangs up. after apologizing for bad news man what the fuck got drunk drove your truck but ran out of luck that's pain she should've never had to through but she's apologizing to me man that's on you excuse me for being pissed off at a man for never finishing only left off a couple kids and a wife over a literal option to call for a ride but then made a bad decision and died at 55 why couldn't you call me on the phone a ride to make it home but a tree to your dome left no option other than cones Paul bearer had a different meaning that day couldn't believe you eternally hit the hay watched your kids and wife as they kneeled and prayed If anything is a lie let it be this they say. Man I'd really like to sock you in the face. As I tell myself everything is ok but I knew from day one the path you had strayed so how can you leave me graspin a spiked stake I'll remember you every day to my last breath carved in my heart the day of your death 4/27/2019 without you here life feels like a dream sitting in remembrance inside crying no acceptance mind begging seeking for penance but your long gone and I'm reaching for remnants funeral in attendance but you weren't attendin
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